Wow, What A Life!

Who knew how much a new life can change someone? (I sure didn't) December 4th at 12:45 I went from being completely ticked, to completely amazed at the beauty of new life! Lately I've become hardened to life, just sick of everything, and wondering why God does the things he does. But as soon as my favorite person in the world was set in my arms I didn't care about anything going on in the world right now, all I cared about was this beautiful baby that my beautiful sister made! Noah Dean Philips is his name, I'm not gonna lie I didn't like it at first, but it grew on me, and now I love it! God is so good! This baby who can't even speak, and probably doesn't know who I am yet, has completely changed my life, and its only been a day! Can't wait for the rest of my life!!!

When My Time Is Here....

And if you see me losing ground

Don't be afraid to lie

I know the pain inside my heart

Can't break the fear inside of yours

And if you see me losing faith in what it means to die

Don't let me leave before I know what lies beyond the stained-glass doors

Save sorrow for the souls in doubt

Bleed every care out

Will you carry me down the aisle the final day,

With your tears and cold hands shaking from the weight,

When you lower me down beneath that sky of gray,

Let the rain fall down and wash away your pain.

For every word we never spoke,

We have a tear to cry

For every silence like a wall between a better you and I.

So if you see me losing sight of all the death and life

You find the peace in every time I failed to see the death in mine.